Questioning or Really just Intrigued?

Can that happen?
Can our thoughts be placed into the category ( if such one exists) where logic and reason separate  and our minds go from a question to an intrigued nature, is there a thin line that exists between the two?

We as curious beings inquire about a lot throughout our lifetimes. So why is it such a thought that what we come across and see as an inspired concoction make us question who we are and the way we live.

You know the feeling, the one where we go through major changes in our lives and have a period where we tend to doubt that this is the life for us and we look to the past and analyze everything that led us to this point in our lives, some even try to come up with different scenarios in their heads of how things could be different. Does this mean that we find events, people and ideas intriguing, leaving us with questions of who, what, when, where, why and, how?

Confusing? I know, I'm not even sure where I am heading with this post. In the need to express my thoughts in a way that may make sense to me but seem like a jumble mess to you.

Life is an obstacle one that time is not a friend but a mere enemy snickering at the failures. This means that change happens so quickly that only the brave make the pass, that catching up is playing cat and mouse with patience and feelings. Where belittling the doubt that sweeps the mind is played over. resilience. Who says that we have to be, why can't we complain and take our time? Not all life changes are little You know the ones  that may catch our interest but then fade into exist? A lot of the time the changes are drastic and catch our questions and have us intrigued but in the worst possible way. Instead of offering our minds the euphoric "ooh's." The changes bring along the sadness, the madness and the frustrations that have us screaming, and attract our intrigued minds to a darker place, one that once entered is hard to escape from.

Is it all one big question, a 360 blur that comes around and round again, or is the movements, interests and the everyday possibilities one big intrigued mind that has us smaller brains gathered wondering,lusting, wanting the endless possibilities.


Thank you,
Maddie.